What About Now?


Today, in a corner of the world, someone is hungry, homeless, hurting. That Someone could be You. People live without light, out of sight. Is that right? I'm an average joe, just trying to make ends meet. Can I make a difference? One day, in a corner of the world, a light went on. An idea was born. I am the difference, between justice and injustice, between right and wrong. The voice lives on, when someone takes a stand. I am the end of poverty. I am a different path. It's never too late. I am the belief in your humanity. I am saving the world, one island at a time. I am a wave of compassion. I am the end of ignorance. I am the call for human rights. Love can change the world. I am jobs, not jails. I am clean water. I am the hands that heals all mankind. I am the light and the gift of vision. I am the heart that keeps a child alive. Before it's too late. I am the dream that becomes reality. I am greening the industry. What about now?

Sunday, December 30, 2007

HELLO I THOUGHT YESTERDAYS POST WILL BE THE LAST POST OF THIS YEAR BUT APPARENTLY NOT.

IM IN A WHINING MOOD RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY PHONE IS STILL BLOODY SCREWED AND SOMEONE CALLED AND STARTED SCREAMING AND WHINING INTO MY EAR THAT SHE HAS BEEN LOCK OUT OF HER COMPUTER TRY POOWOMAN INSTEAD OD PEEMAN PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP AND MY PHONE IS STILL BLOODY SCREWED LAAAAAAA REFRAIN FROM CALLING OR MSGIN ME THANK YOU.

Ok i shall type calmly unlike someone.

So it started on a friday at work when I drop my phone and the LCD screen broke and the ink came out thanks john for telling me that cause i was smacking my phone real hard wondering if there was a problem with the connection. Ok and I was whining after that. That's all. HAHAH. And zomg must thank john(who probably won't see it) who went to the dustbin 2 times alone like zomg thankew thankew went home with lianyi and john after that. Like who want to stay there and look at the bitch face.

And today was the last day of work! Olive was not there D: but Teddy was there and I did get to take a picture with Jolyn.W the pretty fairy HAHAHAHAHHA GLOATS AND BEAMS I BET YOU ALL ARE SECRETLY ZEALOUS RIGHT HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA AND BANGS INTO THE WALL.

Ok was with server with mike willis kabba and there's a super pretty lady customer wearing cheongsam with a super ugly bald head old geezer. Everyone was oogling at her and I SERVE HER HAHAHAHAHAHAH I ET THEY ARE OPENLY ZEALOUS THE PRETTY LADY LOOK LIKE A FAIRY TOOO BUT BOOO TO HER BAD TASTE IN MEN.

  • Mike like being a bitch
  • _________ is a bitch and I dislike her
  • __________ has goblin's finger nails
  • _______ has procupine hair
  • _________ has bad breathe
  • Try Poowoman instaed of peeman
  • I'll miss Olive and her naughty acts
  • jonathan and his roly poly tummy
  • Teddy and his earring
  • Anthony and his 2 fork
  • Thomas and his no link
  • Mike and his bitchyness
  • Lianyi and her guides cookies
  • John but not his rubix cube
  • Aung Moe! for no reason
  • Jolyn and her pair of imaginay fairy wings

Judy and my cheeseburger

ok k thx bye

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Of Everything and Nothing

Hello this year is gonna pass so soon so are my holidays zomgoddes so sad I haven't complete all HW but I cant wait to go back to school but it means I have to stop my work aw so sad cause I will miss some people terribly.

Sensitivity. Spare a thought for others like others had always spare one for you. Be sensitive to others and not about yourself. Stop thinking you are always the one needing help. There's always someone that feels left out and don't think it's you cause it has never been. There's always someone there for you but have you been that someone? See the effort instead of the mistakes. Encourage instead of reprimand. Responsibility. Do cause you want to make a difference, not just the sake of it. Life is fair. Control. Pretty please with a grande java chip and whip cream on top.

To sum up: This year kind of sucks. Theres too much things that made me see the ugly sides of everything, and yet I have always learn and see somthing new. But thats doesn't mean I've become a better person, in fact, I miss the old me. Where have happy-go-lucky gone too?

everything dies away someday, love/hate. eventually I'll die away too. It goes on.

Friday, December 21, 2007

Im talking to JC (ignores Germaine who openly miss me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH)

HELLO GUESS WHERE I WENT TODAY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. YES ITS THE BLOODY SCHOOL WHICH IS FREAKING TALL. AND I WENT BACK 2 TIMES! ONE TO MEET MS TAY FOR SOME SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE AND HASSLE EVENTS WHILE THE OTHER FOR ORIENTATION REHEARSAL (YES FINALLY GINA)

OK I SHALL STOP TYPING IN CAPS THIS IS SOOOOOO GERMAINE.

Meeting at 2 but I went early to deliver loaf of bread HAHAHAHAHAH. Sunshine is a good brand Dear Johanna. I hope that this delivery helps you and I look forward that our cooperation is succesfull, CSM. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

And then some Joke of the Year and laughing like mad and waiting for the arrival of HsinYin and Philip its finally rehearsal. OK ITS SUPER FUNNY I SWEAR ESPECIALLY WHEN WE TURN OUR HEADS I SEE GKN CONSTIPATED FACE. AND I LIKE TO BULLY PHILIP AND SHOUT ACROSS THE NPS AT JC AND CARRY THE HOLY WATERBOTTLE TO GERMAINE (RELUCTANTLY). AND GUESS WHAT THERES NO BIG BOOBS FOR ME TO PIGGYBACK(RELUCTANTLY).

OH YA. AND I CONCLUDE AFTER THE REHEARSAL IM STILL NOT AS BLACK AS GINA.

And I found my next best friend! He's called Huge Green Pole at the Concourse Steps. Its clean and green and sooooo huggable. Look at our matching colours (do macho pose)! Sadly I do not have a photo of it.

Yesterday had training AT SCHOOL AGAIN! After that some tc session as always and I help stay back to help squad 2 do banner! LOOK OUT FOR THE UNICORN WHICH IS DAMN PRETTY ITS PAINTED BY ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME. AND I GOT FREE DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER FROM MAC HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Went Yvonne house later for english project(reluctantly). Sneeze with Class! Then to Vivo(AGAIN) with Pan(AGAIN). Superdog(AGAIN) then River Island(AGAIN). I swear she took soooooo long to choose her freaking wallet lahhhh! Oh and River Island wedges are soooooo gorgeous! After long time of choosing and rechoosing after Brenda came she finally decide on the black one. And then back to Superdog(AGAIN). Had chilli cheese fires with loads of tartar and chicken sauce YUM YUM. AND I TOOK PICTURE OF AUNG MOEEEEEEE! WHOM I WILL NOT SEE ANYMOREEEEE SO SADDDDDDDD:

HELLO AUNG MOE HERES A PICTURE OF YOU. YOU LOOK FREAKING RETARDED HERE BUT I SWEAR HES FREAKING HANDSOME. I DIN GET TO TAKE A PICTURE IN HIS SANTA HAT SO SADDDDDDDD.

And with olive and pan in our santa hats! OMG I SEE MY SCREW UP FRINGE (LAUGH AT GERMAINE)

Merry X'mas Superdog!

OH AND THOMAS DID A HEART ATTACK ACTION WHEN HE SAW MY SJ SHIRT AND I BLURT OUT 58 HAHAHAHA. AND I SAID MANY MANY TIMES TO JOLYN THAT SHE IS SO VERY PRETTY AND SHE STRAW PLUS NUMBER TAG ATTACK ME BUT IT DOESNT MATTER SINCE SHES SO PRETTY>:D

NEXT TIME MUST TAKE PICTURE WITH HER AND BOW TO IT 3 TIME EVERYDAY.

OH AND I WAVE LIKE CRAZY TO JOLYN AND AUNG MOE MANY TIMES TOOO. HAHAHAHA. AND I WAVE LIKE CRAZY TO KAIHOOOOOOO TODAY! AND JOHANNA HELP ME WAVE LIKE CRAZY TO JAMES! AND I ALSO WAVE LIKE CRAZY TO JC!

OK BYE BYE JC IS GONE AND GERMAINE IS STILL THERE. BOOOHOOOOO.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Please drive your car into the wall thankew

Hellooooooooooo Im not emo! I copied ans paste that post shushhhhhhhhhhh.

OKKKK. Today after dinner my dad wanted to park the car at this very convenient lot where the lift is only 10 steps away, but well he failed apparently. Look down to see why,
Well obviously the space is too small for the car to go in. Well the management cant be stupid enough to have made such a small space and neither there has been any renovations so...lets take a closer look at the orange Nissan car,
ZOMGODDESS! LOOK AT WHERE IS THE YELLOW BOX(WHIHC YOU SHOULD HAVE PARK THAT CAR IN)AND WHERE THE CAR IS(WHICH YOU SHOULD HAVE BANG IT INTO THE WALL THANKEW). Of course everyone on the car curse and I took some beautiful pictures. But I totally went RORLMAOBBQLOLLERCOASTER at what I found on the car Classic.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

I just farted

i dont bother to comfort people at times.

I dont do what i know is right most of the time

I dont make even the slightest effort to maintain friendships

Im too lazy to reply people whether through msn or sms

I roll my eyes and give an irritating face

I dont realise when friends are down

I stink at cheering them up

I vent my anger on others

I scream at my family

I promised my mum to tutor my brother during his psle days yet my sister ended up taking the role

I dont like apologising even when im at fault

I ruined their holidays so that i could attend sj

Im easily jealous

I hate it when people follow what i do

I caused us to be neither here nor there

Im too insensitive and blurt out unneccessary comments

I never there for people who are always here for me

I like taking and never giving back

I like pushing responsibilities to others

I give my word to upload and send pictures taken to the computer all the time but have never done so

I hate losing

I retaliate even when I'm at fault

I whine when other people seem more troubled then me

I knew I shouldnt have said some words, but they fly out anyway.

I make promises which I knew i'm unable to fulfil

I have an evil twin


I care for myself lots more than i care about others, just simply look at the number of i in this post

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I jolly well post. I cannot wait until X'mas. Or else I'm a Champion. And theres no Chinese Jews,

OMGGGGGGGGGG I SURVIVED CAMP. AHHHHHHHHH RUN AND BANGS INTO THE WALL. AND I"M LAUGHING BERRY BADLY AT MY TITLE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Ok so i'm back from the hideous ANCO camp. Like its damn terrible cause there's this bloody bitch that makes me want to punch his bloody face so badly. You want to know whats the length of my fuse? Its super long and thick and yet you manage to boil me, well done. Actually its not that terrible since I had loads od fun with my group(Cabbage) la, and my lovey dovey squad (refused to put a smiley face but this will do) ^^

Well just some brief recount with much ranting and whining.

Day 1: Book in. Bunk check was the slackest thing ever. 1 minute seem short but Me and Geraldine(LOL) were slowly putting our things out. Went out with group to buy fish. Scary Movie 8/ We look like aunties in hairnets and tuck in shirts asking how much a freaking pomfret costs and arguing whether to buy the black or white one. I bet everyone in the market was staring at us. And some yadda stuff was off to pulau ubin.

It sucks big bulldozer since it was raining and some bloody bitch scolded us about tying the whatever rectangular knot like who really cares. In the end the 6 shoe rack/dustbincuboids were a failure with beautiful triangular slashing. And tent pitching took like years since theres rocks everywhere in the campsite. More whining and ranting with squadmates ^^

Dinner time and we had to finish 2 extra packets of food. Not much(ok like 3 only) help poor Chew Juncheng(LOL) who was struggling with them and had alr help like goodness-know-how-much people to eat. So i went around the nursings bunks and tell ask for a bite from everyone. Ok some help but most of them say they are bloody full like I'm not. Much thanks to my ambulances since others complain that the food is too disgustingholy for human consumption.

Some games later. Well a cosmetic mirror is the most important thing in a desert. Then confidence walk. Yifang likes me to piggyback her HAHA. Then individual walk with Yifang again. Omgoodness we were totally who are you here who are you there.

Tekan session from the bloody bitch. Well bloody Z. Powder bathe. Change my mouldy socks. Damn stank. Sleep time. Went to P with Gina in the midnight. Well no one could see her anyway ^^

Day2: Firedrill and more tekan session(yes from the BB again). Hiking later. The heat and lack of sleep got into me. Luckily theres Lewis Lee(LOL) to tell some Jews jokes. Back pretty much break. Field cooking at noon like omg. Haha totally screw up. The fish was frozen, the rice was uncook, the orange had no egg, no mud(only rocks) for the potatoes, AND THERES NO DAMN FIRE HAHA. Ok luckily theres 8 mess tins worth of maggie mee, 1 mess tin of curry chicken bones, 4 loaves of bread, 1 tin worth of baked beans, and clusters of sand and rocksd to accompanied with. Well eating white bread with water is the \m/ Of course nothing beats Huiling's bread with maggie mee.

Pack up and ready to Go Go Go! Back to BVSS and wash our tentage first. Some selfish people had to go bathe first like ##%%$. Bathe later with HL like HAHA. Dinner and it was super funny with Junyee's "Omg did you perm your eyebrow." HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA INSIDE JOKE. Ok i forgot what happen since bathing overwhelmed me. Oh but during some lecture I'm sitting diagonally behind James ^^

Day3: Funny PT. Splitting and more splitting like HAHA. I could see many ppl's butt and disposable undies. Lecture later and I'm in the same group with James! HAHAHAHAHAHAH HAMSTER KING FOREVAXXXXX HES DAMN CUTE I KNOW IT JOIN JAMES FC! Ok the l

Ganes in the afternoon. Then campfire next. Wooohooooo James was the deco I/C! HAHAHAHAHAH of course theres this hilarious old turnoff (HOT) which pissed me off. Hot HOT was arguing and bargaining and couldnt make up her mind. Kudos for the slack time btw. Finally after some HOT session was the campfire and some performances. HAHA GOH KONG NING(LOL) NEARLY DANCE WITH HOT HOT. OH AND JAMES IS SOOOOOOO CUTE I BET PPL ARE SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH HIM COME JOIN JAMES FC.

Oh and MinHui got bug by HOT. Junyee and Yifang is so freaking amused I swear.

Bathe with Geraldine(LOL) and HuiMiao(qian LOL) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHH. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Ok stop it. Bitch session with bunk1 girls ^^ Damn aint it hilarious?


Day4: "Respect is earned not demanded". Had some bullshit talk with BB after clearing up. Then well those get together session. Well saboed some people up there but it got so sian after being so damn freaking draggy and so disgusting after the appearance of 5 certain people I toally went ZZZ. Sing with Yvonne and we were totally in our own world.

OMG JAMES IS SO CUTE I SWEAR HAHAHAHHAHAHA HIS BANANA DANCE ARE SO BOUNCY AND HIS SENSE OF URGENCY ARE SO SLOW HAHAHAHAHHAHA JOIN JAMES FC. KUDOS TO JAMES FC!

OH AND BNCO COURSE IC IS SO FREAKING CUTE TOO. HAHAHAHA CALL WEI HAO I THINK. HE CHOP BANANANANA LIKE A MACHINCE AND LOOKS LIKE A TEDDY BEAR OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

Finally break camp! Woohoo went Gina house for Diner Dash then Geraldine's house for Mac's. Oh for the love of some fast food!

Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALCOLM HAHAHAHAH I FINALLY GET TO SEE YOU HAVE FUN PLAYING YOUR LOSE GAME STOP LOSING AND STUDY FOR YOUR PSLE WHICH HAD ENDED AND YOU CANNOT COME AHS SO SAD I"M GOING TO CRY FOR MY LOSS.

Ok and not forgetting Johanna! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHANNA! YAY YOU HAVE FUN IN M'SIA WHILE I HAVE FUN CONSTIPATING IN CAMP BUT WELL YOU DIDNT GET TO SEE JAMES! RUN AND BANGS INTO HE WALL WHEN PROPOSALS SMACK YOU INTO THE FACE!

Long post, bye bye this is starting to bore me.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Make evryday a Shayday

A post just to fill you all up first. Long post next time.

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?'

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:

Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His Father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove andplayed in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life had
Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball ... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the
third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay' Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team.
'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the 'natural order of things.' So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we passup those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.


Goodnight